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Hi my name is Liz and i live in Lake Orion. I go to school at CERC... and i love the theater! Just there is something you should know if you dont already...This isnt really a Bio of me..but its something thats been running through my head alot and my counselor said it would be good if i wrote it all down...so thats why some entries dont make alot of sense.......but here is some things that might help you understand...
Last summer i went through something that alot of people will never ever experience and dont get me wrong that is a good thing. It is something that happened at camp, it was a truly horrifying event that occured and it has leaved me permantly scarred. Up until the "incident" I had no problems with trust, relationships, or people. But I did have problems with my eating and that later led to my diagnosis with an eating disorder. Now, after the fact, i cant trust people, i dont like engaging in personal contact, i cant get involved in relationships because I am too scared, and people dont understand. What happened to me that summer will remain with me the rest of my life, and everday i keeping punishing myself for what happened because I feel so guilty. It got to be to much last year. Having leaving camp with unresolved issues last summer and also leaving my friends, the ones who were there that night the night of the "incident". I went home...alone. i was alone, afraid, upset, angry, and depressed. The feelings began to take over my whole life...and to get a sense of relaxation from it all..i would either make myself sick or i would cut myself. Still to this day there is no closure to the incident. but the girl who caused the problem is out of the mental hospital and is back in society. I have been thinking lately that if i dont get some closure soon i will go insane. literally. Whoever is reading this probably thinks i am insane and you probably have no clue of what i am talking about. But thats ok. Anyways........CERC WHAt?!?!?!?!?!

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